There will always be people who hate you. It's something we can't avoid. As someone once told me: "If everyone likes you, you would be president already"
It's annoying when you feel like people are conspiring behind your back. I used to think it's just paranoia. But time and time again, these paranoid thoughts become reality. It's like knowing a little bit of something that everyone knows everything about.
I should tell myself that, it doesn't matter. Just ignore it. or maybe, it's over, it's the past. But that's not particularly easy to do. The best way is to NOT think.
Block everything out or make yourself so busy that you don't have time to think.
The inside door should just be closed and exclusive. The outer lawn be easily assessible.
So, AM i paranoid? Either way, it's still a loss. People change ALL the time. Whom I used to think was mean is kind, was nice is evil, was good is bad, was harmless is highly dangerous.
Well, all this crap, came from somewhere in my head. Whether or not this makes sense, it makes sense to me.
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